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9/11 remembered

I look forward to the day when 9/11 is a memory of a world that was once at war. Key term “once was.” I can still picture watching the second tower collapse after rushing to my dorm to find out what happened after the first tower crashed. No one in my apartment knew as they were playing a video game on our shared TV. We flipped it on and watched the second tower be hit and eventually crash. We all knew that our nation was at war. We just did not know with whom.
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In need of a miracle?

Are you in need of a miracle?


noun \ˈmir-i-kəl\

: an unusual or wonderful event that is believed to be caused by the power of God

: a very amazing or unusual event, thing, or achievement

Full Definition of MIRACLE

1 an extraordinary event manifesting divine intervention in human affairs
2 an extremely outstanding or unusual event, thing, or accomplishment


G.K. Chesterton, a great Christian author, once said “the most incredible thing about miracles is that they happen.”

How do they happen though? How do I experience a miracle?

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Ain Vares son a lamp

Just as I am? Part 2

Grace becomes cheap for some because even though they were once Beloved (read Part 1) they have chosen if they realize it or not to treat God’s offer of love and grace as cheap. So does everyone that loves other people or things more than God.

Some would argue that if God wants us to change then why does God leave us with selfish desires without a way out?

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Ain Vares son a lamp

Just as I am? Part 1

What do you think of when you hear someone say? “God loves me just as I am.” Confession for me it is somewhere between shouting YES, like a high school student being given keys to their first car, and wanting to throw up, like after eating tainted chow mein, when I hear that phrase. Why? Because it means at least two entirely different things depending on who says it.

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What I hate about being a pastor

I have pastored in some way for much of the last decade of my life. I have been a youth pastor, a church planter, and children and families pastor. I love many, many, many things about pastoring. I love God. I love serving God. I love serving God’s people. I love the study of God’s word. I love serving God’s people through hopefully teaching them to think about God more, especially those that do not think they are worthy of being God’s people. I love the rhythm of a weekly time of worship and service.

I love pastoring. Seeing people connect with God and his story is amazing.

YET (that conjunction you use when you want to qualify something.)

What I hate about being a pastor is people see you and your family without seeing you and your family. Continue Reading →


Remember pastors are people too.

Remember: To call to mind. To think of.
Pastors: People called to spiritually shepherd other people.
Are: Present indicative plural and 2nd person singular of be.
People: Made of flesh and blood. Have a heart, head, do things with their lives, and has a soul that lives through the full range of human emotions.
Too: in addition; also.